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halfofone ([info]halfofone) wrote,
@ 2008-01-30 15:40:00

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two.

[[Private]]

Fred,

Bloody trying week, let me tell you. Some good's come of my visit to Headquarters, though. I've actually got on my desk a book that the Marauders used to make their map. The Marauders, Fred. I can practically hear the fit you're throwing, because I get to read them and you don't. But trust me, mate, I'd give anything to have you reading over my shoulder again.

I had a talk with Percy, if you can believe that. Alright, so I had a small meltdown and he found me after I punched a mirror. He ended up healing my hand and I bloody cried on his shoulder. ...He saw Dad, Fred. He was there, he watched him die. I can't even imagine how he's moved on from that.

He thinks I should get help. Talk to someone about you, about everything that happened. ...I think I'm going to do it. I don't know if I can talk to a stranger, but maybe Percy will be able to listen to me. I don't know. I hope so. I don't like what I am without you. If Percy hadn't found me in that bathroom, I probably wouldn't have even noticed I was bleeding. That's not right, you know?

I miss you.

George

[[/Private]]

[[Private to Percy]]

I think you're right. I need help. But I don't know if I can talk to a stranger yet. I was wondering if you might, you know, be willing to talk with me.

[[/Private]]

[[Private to Ron]]

I'm not fine.

I told you I'd remember that I can talk to you.

[[/Private]]

[[Hexed Private to Order Members/Supporters/Residents of Number 12]]

It looks as if I'll be back at Headquarters on Friday. Is there anything anyone needs from the shop?

[[/Private]]


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[same hex]
[info]earnestlearning
2008-01-30 10:42 pm UTC (link)
I need the Carrows out of Hogwarts. Think you can manage that? No? Alright then.

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Re: [same hex]
[info]halfofone
2008-01-30 10:50 pm UTC (link)
Wish I could, mate. Need any products to give the kids?

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Re: [same hex]
[info]earnestlearning
2008-01-30 10:55 pm UTC (link)
No, we're good for now.

Did you see one Carrow is writing in these blasted things? It makes my skin crawl; it truly does.

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Re: [same hex]
[info]halfofone
2008-01-31 03:46 pm UTC (link)
Some day, mate. Soon, hopefully.

I'm working on something wicked. Something that might be able to change a lot of things. We'll see.

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[same hex]
[info]fullofperks
2008-01-30 10:43 pm UTC (link)
It will be nice to see you!

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Re: [same hex]
[info]halfofone
2008-01-31 04:06 pm UTC (link)
Cheers, darling. Can't wait to be there.

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Order/supporters/#12 peeps
[info]defiantlioness
2008-01-31 01:29 am UTC (link)
Just you, Georgie.

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Order/supporters/#12 peeps
[info]halfofone
2008-01-31 04:04 pm UTC (link)
I'll try to remember to bring myself, Gin-Gin.

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Order/supporters/#12 peeps
[info]defiantlioness
2008-01-31 07:34 pm UTC (link)
Well good! Can't have you going on and leaving yourself behind like.

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George
[info]underrated
2008-01-31 04:39 am UTC (link)
You told me, yeah. Thanks. I mean, because I'm brilliant I already knew, but...

Right. Need a shoulder? An ear? Anything, you name it.

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Ron
[info]halfofone
2008-01-31 04:03 pm UTC (link)
Right now...I don't know. I think the only reason I've been able to reach a point where I can admit that I'm not fine is because of what happened when I was at Headquarters last Wednesday. I had a...small breakdown. Punched a mirror. Percy found me. I didn't even realize I was bleeding until he told me.

He thinks I might benefit from professional help, but I don't know if I'm at a place where I can talk to a complete stranger about Fred. So I'm trying to talk to people who knew him first, so maybe someday I can tell someone else about him.

I don't know. This is all so bloody hard. I have to keep reminding myself that I don't want to cross out everything I just wrote because I'm not fine and I need help and I'm never going to get help if I don't ask for it.

When are you coming to Headquarters next? I'll be there Friday, and maybe most of the weekend. It'd be nice to see you.

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Same Hex
[info]adoranymphable
2008-01-31 01:20 pm UTC (link)
Entertainment would be brilliant! Of any sort, really.

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Same Hex
[info]halfofone
2008-01-31 04:07 pm UTC (link)
I'll bring my best for you, Tonksie. Have any need for lollies that turn your face different colours?

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George.
[info]thatsmisterprat
2008-01-31 05:06 pm UTC (link)
Of course I'll talk to you George. When would you like to start? And don't lose your head over not wanting to talk to a stranger. Your aversion to it is more than completely understandable, and don't expect me to drag you anywhere you don't want to be unless things truly exceed my ability to handle them.

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Percy
[info]halfofone
2008-01-31 05:19 pm UTC (link)
Soon, I suppose. It will give me less time to talk myself out of it. I'll be at Headquarters Friday to meet with Remus, if that works.

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George.
[info]thatsmisterprat
2008-01-31 05:21 pm UTC (link)
I'll come by Headquarters after work on Friday. I should be in around 7:30.

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Percy
[info]halfofone
2008-01-31 05:24 pm UTC (link)
7:30. I'll see you then.

Thanks, Percy.

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George.
[info]thatsmisterprat
2008-01-31 05:46 pm UTC (link)
Any time, George. All you have to do is ask.

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